Falling for the last time

Everything is starting to fall apart again,and there's nothing i can do to make this relationship mend.
We hit and scream and the fights keep on going,everyday with a fake smile on our face so big and glowing.''I love you'' is getting old so we find something new to say,now we snarl at each other''b**** get out of my way!''
I wish we didn't have to be like this,i miss you so much.But there's nothing I can say or do to heal a love as such.Now my new friend is the beautiful knife,Im sorry baby but I just have to end my life.Im sorry our love was too hard to share,now I cry as goodbye and I love you are my last words to spare.