Why do i feel this way about you?
i hate you so much its all i know.
but why is it deep inside i love you?
you embarrassed me and murdered me in front of everyone.
how can i let myself care for you?
how is it I'm being so stupid?
i want to be alone.
away from everyone.
even the people i truly love.
especially you now.
your selfish and cruel.
you murdered my dignity or whatever pride I ever had.
I hate you so much,
just get out of my head!
get out of my heart!
thats all I can dread.
