What hurts the most (revised)

I know what its like
To endure all the pain
I'm not afraid to cry
Tears fall like rain

I can't take the fact your gone
Because I loved you so much
But it's too late for me now
And I'm stuck in this clutch

The heartaches
The breakdowns
Smiles erased
Crying frowns
So frustrating
Suffering pain
Stinging soul
No more to gain

But what really hurts
Is that I have so much to say
I couldn't bear watching
You turn around and walk away

I never spoke my words
We were so close
We'll never know what could have been
That's what hurts the most

Guess I will have to get use to it
Because there's nothing I can do
So I'll fake the way I feel
And lie about everything too

But everywhere I go...I see you
So it's hard to force this smile
Memories wash over me
How everything was so worthwhile

Memories
Being alone
Its getting harder
On my own
Broken wing
Storms unfold
Missing you
Feeling so cold

I miss your warm eyes
Feeling secure in your care
But it's all gone now
Life is so unfair

I never spoke my words
We were so close
We'll never know what could have been
That's what hurts the most

I remember what it was like
To feel the touch
I wonder if you did
Love me that much

I want to do it over
Start again; Begin anew
I want to feel your love once more
I want to stay with you

Wishing on stars
Endless nights
Torched days
Shattered lights
Living lies
With regret
Burning heart
Trying to forget....

I'm so scared in this world
I don't know what to do
More than anything I want to say
That I love you

So tightly embraced
I will never be free
Heartaches stay
But that's not what gets me...

The storms are thriving
I have so much to say
But I missed my chance
And watched you walk away

I never spoke my words
We were so close
We'll never know what could have been
And that's what hurts the most