Hopeless Heart

You can have it back
This awful surprise
Another heart break
Something I'll always despise

Every time I think of you
I just whisper your name
But now I'm broken
And I will never feel the same

Your always on my mind
Until the day is through
Before this awful day
All I wanted was to be with you

Daydreaming of us together
It's just an illusion
But now I've lost so much
I'm lost in my own confusion

Why was it me?
Why can't you let someone else hurt
Instead of leaving me here
Thinking I'd be better off as dirt

I feel so angry
I just need to cry and scream
I can't feel anything anymore
Like it was just a dream

This is the final end
So the pain will not restart
With this last kiss
I'll say goodbye to this hopeless heart

Dedicated to N.B.
Written on Febuary 7, 2006