How could he have told me all those lies
While he looked me in my eyes?
Promised everything is true
Oh, how was I such a fool
To fall for his game
Told me that he felt ashamed
When I found out the truth
Said he's gonna leave for good
For he still needs time to grow
That he felt sorry, though
There was no need for him to feel bad
I said
It must be me
Who should feel sorry
It was me who got played
And even if he stayed
I wouldn't want him anymore
Though he was what I was looking for
Yes, my feelings for him were real
But he didn't tell me how he feels
I gave my heart so fast to him
'Cause I thought his intentions were genuine
But I was so wrong to think he was the one
Now all my hope is gone
He broke my faith
Which I have build up so carefully
And all the years I've protected my feelings successfully
Were for nothing
Because now I am hurt anyway
I knew I should have stayed away
But temptation was so strong
Thought he might be the place where I belong
But deep inside I felt he's wrong
Glad I didn't trust him all along
For if I did
He would have succeeded
To make a fool of me
I was halfblind, now I can see
But still I'm asking myself why?
Why did he lie?
And if he didn't mean it for real
Why did he do those things for me?
Brought me presents, called every day
Then suddenly just walked away
I never asked him to be my man
He gave himself right in my hand
Now he tells me that he had rushed
Without realizing my heart he's crushed
What does she have that I don't have
Why he woos her but me he left?
I know he will come back to me
Then begging for some sympathy
But then that's what I'm gonna do
I will tell him that we're through
That I needed time to overcome
That right now he weren't welcomed
That there were no room in my life for him anymore
That it was him who closed the door
Who destroyed our dream romance
That he knew I never give a second chance
Even before he cheated and
messed up his first one
That I still like him but I can't help what he has done
That temptation is strong but my pride is stronger
That I don't trust him any longer
That he had lost my respect forever
And that he won't win it back, never
That I can't be with someone I don't respect
That no matter what I won't take him back.
Yes, I still want him and I feel sad
But I'd be dammed if I'll ever show him that
I wish he wouldn't have broken my heart
Because now I feel so torn apart
Can't take him back even if I wanted to
No matter what I feel what I've gotta do
Is to tell him that we're through.
