The stupid boy

Harsh words
meaningless stares
it doesn't matter
no one cares

once so sweet
and accident prone
was when your innocence
truly shown

Giggles and laughs
the time we kissed
I'll never forget
how you missed

Life seemed great
too good to be true
I really thought
that I loved you

Yet time soon wore
that innocence away
and you secretly felt
it was time to play

I should have said no
the outcome i knew
but the problem was
I loved you

So I pulled of my shirt
Jumped into bed
your fingers slid
slowly down my head

I knew right then
i should have got up
pulled on my shirt
and grabbed my stuff

Yet something about you
kept me there
with your fingers still
clenched in my hair

And when i woke up
I knew it was true
that i had actually
slept with you

i could hardly breathe
scared with fright
as i started to remember
the entire night

I rushed out of bed
crying in pain
as i ran out the door
into pouring rain

You rushed after me
to comfort me
But i hit you once
or was it three

Yet i couldn't believe
that you hit back
all around my face
was black

I almost died
because of you
my face turned
all black and blue

And you didn't care
not even at all
as i sat staring
at the hospital wall

I guess it doesn't
matter now
as i sit and
wonder how

Your manipulation
effected me so
I guess there's room
for us to grow

And that was all because of
you
the stupid boy who turned me
blue~*~