She Never loved me

I think it Everyday
if she ever felt the same
Sometimes i sit and pray
And hope i'm not to blame

When i call on her on the phone
She seems like she dont care
Her Voice changes tone
Whenever i'm there

She talks about other guys
and i'm right there to hear it
and now my heart cries
These Things..and i Fear it

But my fear became a fact
Because i can see it now
I was to slow to re-act
now standing like a cow

I can see it crystal clear
She doesnt feel the same
Now i have to face my fear
and suck the ocean of shame

She doesnt love me anymore
I was just another man
But in my eyes she opened a door,
To love her all i can

I gave her everything in need,
Her love was just pretend
now i feel my heart bleed
It's now the very end

It's the end of my book
i'm all out of chapters
everyone can take a look
and see all my laughters

I was so happy back then
Back when she was mine
but now its just the end
Theres no other chapter to find

This book is now finished
And now you all can see
Her love was so diminished
she never loved me....