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by \^^/Jessie\^^/ Jan 14, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I'm sitting here crying, Crying out in need, For desperately I need help, I need someone to slaughter this deed. But everyone who's heard me, Has turned tail and run, And now my eyes are clouded, Never to see the sun. My wrist slowly tears open, And blood drips to the floor, And no one can hear my cries, For everyone's shut the door. No one cares about me, They've all left me to cry, And no one wants to help me, They all sit and watch me die. Even my loved ones have turned their backs, And pushed me away, And slowly I've been leaving, With each progressing day. Everyone has let me go, And doesn't care what happens to me, I wish that I could open their eyes, And my pain make them see. But no one can see it, And they've left me in the cold, And now I have no one left, There's no one left to hold. I'm completely filled with heartbreak, And no one can shed a tear, They all sit and laugh at me, And make my pain stay here. So if tonight I did, What I have to, to leave, Not a soul on earth would care, And nobody would grieve. I used to sit and wait alone, For someone to come along, Someone who would pick me up, But now those days are gone. Now I sit and wait alone, Knowing I'll always be like this, And knowing that when I'm gone, Me, no one will miss. And these thoughts are sad, I see, But I can't let them go, Because they aren't things I've assumed, They're things I truly know. So even though I doubt it, If someone will come save me, I beg of you, come do it fast, For if not, it's me you may not see.