My heart races
with the possibilities of what will come.
My mind is spinning
in all directions but straight.
...And then I see you.
You look just like I remember.
Your face, your eyes.
Everything I was in love with.
It's all there.
Still.
Even after all this time.
My head hurts
and it's getting worse.
My heart breaks
when you don't look at me.
My mind is being painfully honest
it's not the real you.
...And then you say it.
Those words I longed to hear.
Your voice, your words.
Everything I was in love with.
It's all there.
Still.
Even though you're hinding it.
My head tells me the truth
about you.
My heart is still holding onto you
and my hand is close behind it.
My mind doesn't make sense anymore
I can't speak its language.
...And then I realize.
Those late nights we spent.
Your soul, your heart.
Everything I was in love with.
It's all there.
Still.
Even though it isn't what I thought.
