In her dreams and fantasies,
she looks and sees his face.
but for him and his feelings,
love isnt the case.
for him;
its just a game.
for her;
hes to blame.
but in the end,
she grabs the knife.
to make it an end,
and takes her life.
she starts to cry,
thinking about the one person love.
she stabs her heart,
and turns to look above.
he isnt there,
to say goodbye.
was her feelings true?
or was it just a lie?
her door is locked,
her family hears her screams.
just because,
that one girls dreams.
she never looked,
at the true case.
but to her family,
it was all smiles and lace.
her pain was there for awhile,
no one knew because of her fakes.
but its too late,
already her life she takes.
for months she cried,
yelled and screamed.
but in her eyes,
her pain serverly beamed.
the boy finds out,
he knows now.
at her funeral theres a not,
he reads and all he says is
"wow".
it was about him,
and though it read:
"TO THE MAN I LOVE,
and these feelings that i dread.
im the nerd you teased and made fun of,
i hoped that you would not be so dumb.
i wished you knew,
that you were my first and only love.
you should be sorry,
you never just said 'hi'.
but because of you,
i said my final goodbye."
that was it,
what it said.
but because of him,
she is dead.
words are short,
coming to an end.
that girl was Sam,
and this message to send.
but because of broken hearts,
and tears in her eyes.
many people sad and confused,
said there goodbyes.
