Deep inside a sleepless night,
I try to forget, what has been done
Everything that has been said,
I want to block out these memories,
That are making me feel low
I want to start over, I want a new life,
But there's no way to get rid of the past,
Sometimes I want to beat it out,
Or even make it bleed,
With a few cuts nobody will know
I try to die, but it always goes wrong,
I have alot of pain, I have nothing to gain,
All alone I feel, I tried one day,
To put everything away,
But I'm still breathing this dirty air,
I feel powerless, I'm hurting so much,
I breath alone
I walk alone
I cry alone
I hate alone...........
I don't know what to do,
I want to cut,
I want to die,
In the cold winter weather. My lips so blue.
My heart is frozen, it can't beat another beat,
My tears will fall, one last time,
