You used my body, but abused my soul
Now in my heart there's nothing but a hole.
There's so many people you could do this to, so why me?
Is it because you thought I was young, dumb, and naive.
I guess you didn't know how truly vulnerable I was.
Nor when I'm hurting what a person like me does.
When I get put through this kind of pain,
I cut because it's the only way I stop myself from going insane.
I'll start by making a few cuts here or there.
But before you know it my blood will be everywhere.
All because you didn't tell me your true reasons for all of this.
I wanted to believe you loved me with every hug and kiss.
But I guess I was just a fool in wanting to believe,
that you could be honest and true.
My love and compassion is the thing that keeps burning me alive.
My innocence is what keeps destroying my determination and drive.
What's the point of love, if it's the main source of your pain and anger?
How can you love someone, if they're no more familiar than a stranger?
I can't stop looking deep into your ocean eyes.
But, when I see you I see so many things I despise.
I never knew, I could love and hate someone so much.
How is it possible to feel love and repulsion from your every touch?
You love me when we're alone.
But if we're with someone else, your hard as stone.
Why can't you be the same wonderful guy you are with me, all the time?
Will you ever be able to say that I'm yours, and you're all mine?
Please tell me if in the end this will be worth my trouble.
Before my heart becomes lost amongst the rubble.
