Letter To Mommy

My mommy found me in my room on the floor. Before I did this I put my â??donâ??t disturbâ?? sign on my door but now as she looks at me with blood flowing from my wrist. She picks up a note that reads something like this. Mom, I know I never told you, never showed it in my face but ill tell you now, my life was a disgrace. I never planned a future cuz I knew my life would end & now as I write this, you were my only friend. I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to break your heart just keep on living & weâ??ll never be apart. Tell daddy that I love him. Tell sis & brother to be brave & promise me this on my birthday, ever year put a rose on my grave. I love you mommy, very much & when the others cry, tell them I hated them all. Each cut will tell them why I must go now, mommy. Death is calling my name. & when you see me dead mommy, don\\\'t put on yourself the blame. Iâ??m picking up the knife right now mommy these tears for you I cry I just made the first cut mommy, I guess now Iâ??ll say goodbye