Dying inside

All that lies inside
of me is tears and pain
knowing that you're gone.
you will never come back
no matter how much
i wish and pray.
my chance to be
with you is gone,
you will not be here
for me when i
need you the most.
not here to wipe
these tears from my eyes
and take this pain.
i now have to face
all this alone;
no one will
beable to save me
from this mistake
i am about to take.