My sweet unborn child,
I am never going to be able to see your precious smile,
I know what I am going to do is not the plan I had for myself,
but I have no one that is there to help me out,
this is the hardest decision that I will ever have to make,
it will probaly end up being my biggest mistake,
you see your dad is a great man do not get me wrong,
the problem is that the love I thought we had didn't turn out to be as strong,
I wanted you to have every chance the world has to offer,
I'm not sure I could give you that without a father,
maybe I should just stand up for myself by not giving you up,
I only wonder if my love for you would be enough,
his comment to me when I told him about you was not what I wanted to hear,
I was waiting for him to tell me how much he WANTED to be there,
I want your father to be someone that will cherish my little child,
who would be willing to go that extra mile,
all my eyes can do is cry over what I am about to do,
I have not even met you and already love you,
this is something that will haunt me for the rest of my life,
constanly feeling the pain in my heart from that knife,
it's been so hard to make a decision like this,
my choice would be to keep you if I was granted one wish.
