A Shortened Happiness

Everytime I'm by myself
The tears begin to fall
Drip dripping down my sullen face
Making me lesser whole

Everytime I look around
My hands begins to shake
My life is hurt and broken
I am lost and out of place

Everytime I look at him
The hate begins to form
I want to run and leave this place
My heart is ripped and torn

Everytime I'm feeling good
My life goes out of line
Just remember happiness only exists
For a short period of time