She Won

I thought I could
get what we had back.

But I guess, I was
wrong. I should have known.

I don't think I wanted,
to face it. Well I faced
it and it smacked me back
in my face.

I maybe thought
we could all be friends.

I guess not, I
also thought what
I told you would
stay between us.

I was wrong once
again.

You went and told
her what I said.

How much more
did you tell?

How much did she
tell you?

You know I don't
need a friend, thats
going to tell my business.

I also don't need one
that don't consider us
friends.

Its like were fake friends.

I don't think she wanted
us to be friends.

I tried to look pass it,
but I can't. I said once
before that I was done
competing.

So guess what,
She won.

She can have all your
friendship.

I am throwing in
the towel.

I cant deal with her
begin mad, jealousy,
because we talking and
trying to rekindle the
little thread we have
holding us together.

Maybe you might
come around.

When you do I will
be here.

To think we were friends
the longest. Well that don't
matter anymore.

Because she WON!

written 2-12-06