He is strong,
His presence vital to my life,
Every breath without him now is a fight.
He is confident,
A quality i can not find.
He is sexy,
A nerve i am waiting for him to strike.
He is exquisite,
Compassionate,
Loyal,
True,
&
Romantic.
He is mine,
Yet something makes me feel as though i can't have it.
I've waited for a while now to finally feel OK,
To not have to fake it,
And while he gives this to me,
The fear burns inside knowing he too could take it away.
It scares me knowing there's only a look that is everything he could say.
To want to fall into his arms,
Allow him to hold me close,
Never with any will of the living to ever let go.
I am afraid,
I shake,
I tremble
I'm not sure if he's a chance I'm really willing to take.
I'm not used to being confident,
So you'll have to do it for me,
I'll have to be yours,
Not you mine,
And hopefully i can breath with little time.
He is mine,
Unexplainable,
&
Desired,
He is mine whom i can't live without.
He is mine,
In your arms i feel no doubt.
I love you,
I need you,
This is apparent and true,
I want to spend my next days with you.
