As I sit down
Wherever I may be
I close my eyes
Rest for eternity
I whisper comforting things
To my heart
Every day
Comes with that start
I shouldn't be alive
Many would say I cannot be alive
But I managed to survive
Every single time
Through every struggle
When I feel prying eyes
I turn around, see no one there
But still I feel suprised
I know I may not live long
But every minute counts
A bleeding heart can rip so much
Because of all the doubts
I want to cry
Sink into nothingness
But as I fall
Into such darkness
I feel someone grab my hand
As I slip off the cliff
They don't let go
A sudden gift
O, is there such a cure?
I am not sure
But they pull me up so fast
Use their arms
Hold me tight
Into the night
I don't say anything
I just stay quiet
Every time
This happens... every time
I feel such a grasp
Such an emptiness in my heart
Only they can fill
They hold on so tightly with their arms
Keep me safe from harm
And I let out all the tears
I've kept in all these years
A silent grasp
And then I laugh
A sullen, deadly laugh
Such an emptiness known to me
Yet every night
The same thing happens
And I wake up
With no suicide or broken bones
For the one who has held on tight
Has been holding me tight
Never letting go
Since I was born
Through death and life
Has held tight
Making sure I will not die
Trying not to let me cry
The one who saves me from the dark
The inspiration of the world
I wake up every morning
Alive and good
Because I have the best keeper in the neighborhood
My keeper~
~For every time I stray
He guides me~
~Night to day
Keeps the ghosts away~
~So I stay the same
Pure and tamed~
