There you\'ll always be

Crying by my window
an overflow of tears
waiting for the moment
that i will disappear

i’m slowly wasting away
i’ll be gone over time
soon i will not be here
living this big lie

i’ll leave with no remembrance
of the things that i regret
all the times i won’t remember
the ones i will forget

singing very softly
to the soundtrack of my life
all the songs so very sad
make tears form in my eyes

i think of all our memories
the ones i hold so dear
in my mind i will replay them
till they become unclear

pulling my knees toward me
rocking back and forth
sitting by window
wanting nothing more

i hope i’ll be forgotten
i hope i wasn’t loved
i hope you will not miss me
because i’ve really had enough

staring out my window
looking down my vacant street
it looks so sad and lonely
it looks just like me

i wonder why i’m here
when it seems i don’t belong
when i’m feeling this alone
i really should be gone

so i’d like to say good-bye
because i won’t be coming back
i’d like to leave before i fade
while i’m still intact

i’m sorry if you loved me
i’m sorry if you cared
i wish you would have told me
because i never was aware

writing in the dark
by my window all alone
black tears staining my white paper
while i wait to become unknown

i’m sure i’ll see you again
so please do not cry
someday we’ll be together again
but until then i’m in your heart alive

some say good-bye is like forever
but it doesn’t seem that way to me
for in my heart are memories
and there you’ll always be

good-bye sarah.. i’m so sorry... please remember i love you.