Sit still my dear
And listen here
This is very real
This is what I feel
It is my wish
To tell you this
But that I cannot do
So I'll pretend to write to you
My X I still have feelings for
Even though it's you I adore
I love every inch of you down to your fingers
But in my heart his memory still lingers
This whole thing is driving me insane
I just want to love you and forget this pain
If it's a matter of who loves me more
You would win for sure
But my heart is still so confused
It is broken and abused
It is already you that I choose
If only you could here this news
If only you knew of this battle inside
But if you knew it might hurt your pride
So I hope you understand it must stay a secret
I just can't tell you yet
I must say I'm getting weaker instead of stronger
I don't think I can bare this battle much longer
I'm sorry for the way I feel
I wish this drama wasn't real
I'm sorry that I still love that boy
I'm sorry that I use your heart like it's a toy
I'm sorry to have to break this off
It's all my fault that things got tough
I love you in a different way
But I wish it was you I wake up thinking of everyday
But it is him that has my heart
It is him that has had it from the start
I know if I told you this your heart would break
So I keep this to myself for your sake
Even though it's you I adore
My X I still have feelings for
