Never Having

Im never having what i feel is going to be the most important thing in my life. We started out as friend but as i got to know her some feeling started growing inside meand i didnt not know what to do. I didnt know if to ignore them or or follow them trough. I got breave enoff to ask if i could have the one thing that i knkew woulda change my life in a possitive way but i was rejected and i feel bad. Know i dont know if i should continue to fight for that one thing or if i should admite defite and just walk away. One thing that i do know is that this feeling will never go away and i will treasure and keep them wth me for ver cuz they were vreated by such a wonder, awsome, caring, loving, understanding, great, person. I will never ever leave her site cuz she make me a better person.