Have you ever?

Have you ever hurt someone so bad they played your favorite song constantly because they knew it was useless trying to forget you?

have you ever said "no" to someone you liked when they asked you to be their girl/boyfriend when that was what you had been waiting for throughout your entire friendship with them?

have you ever given up your chance with someone you really really cared about so you could party the following weekend with another guy/girl?

have you ever felt like you have screwed up so much there is absolutely nothing that could make you feel better?

have you ever done something so stupid none of your closest friends or family members could give you advice on what to do?

i have

i couldn't write a poem about this topic because im am just so confused i don't know what to think. but i would still appreciate it if you read this.. i needed to get it out somehow. what do i do? i just want to cry out to jesus maybe he will know.