You lied,
you cheated.
You cried fake tears,
tried every pathetic thing in the book.
You lay guilt trips,
but they never work.
Mom, you are a coward,
you are a cruel person.
I have looked into your eyes,
and all I see is an evil women.
If there is anything in me like you,
God please damn me now.
Hell is where you are headed, Mother.
I promise you that,
and you know when I make a promise I keep it.
That's why you never hit me,
I promised you, eventhou you are my mother.
If you hit me I swore I would hit you back.
I don't care if you get me in a mental hospital,
or get a restrainning order against me.
If it keeps me away from you,
do whatever.
If I never see you again,
it would still be too soon.
You are just the woman who had me,
you're not the woman you pretend to be.
You hide behind layers of make-up,
you put on a mask,
to hide your ugly face.
Whenever I think about you,
I don't know whether to punch a wall,
or cuss the thought of you out of my mind.
Mother, you hurt me,
and now you are going to pay the fine.
If I never had to look at your face again,
it would still be too soon.
If I ever had to act fake like you,
I would die.
Cuz your face would pop into my mind.
Mother, if you haven't got the picture,
yet.
Let me dumb it down for you,
I don't hate you,
I just dislike you strongly with the passion of Hell.
