Darkness

Darkness reaches out a hand,
There's no choice but to take it,
And with that action all else is lost,
Now I will never make it.
I know that if I'm happy,
It will just be taken away,
Like everything that was ever good in my life,
So this has to be the way.
I won't look for any light,
I'll hide away from this world,
And the only one who can hurt me now,
Is this scarred and desperate girl.
No one cared enough to notice,
Now they notice too much to care,
So I struggle with all I've put on myself,
Knowing it's my own fault that no one's there...