You hurt me more than words can say
Than tears can cry, than pain can display.
You shred me to pieces, you tore me apart
You thoughtlessly smashed my porcelain heart.
You left me in the cold and rain
but I hid the tears, I showed no pain.
Now I cry out because all hope is lost
My thoughts, dreams and heart were tossed.
It's my own fault, my own stupid disease
That has me fallen down, wiping dirt off my knees.
But this misery I have, I hold you to blame
You've turned my life into some sort of shame.
The heart wants what it wants, can't control how I feel
The voices and flashes of you seem so real.
A constant reminder I'll have day to day
Eventually they'll fade, slip slowly today
I'll try hard to hide it, but I know you'll tell
Because until then I'm stuck in this hell.
