What Used To Be...

He used to make me smile
now all i do is cry.
he used to make me happy
now i feel depressed deep inside.

if he says he loves me
why does he ignore me?
if he says he wants me
why does he destroy me?

i feel this relationship is breaking
all i want to do is cry.

give me my little corner
so i can just go and die.

my life is to painful
to keep going on and living.

give me a knife
make me a noose
don't take the dullest knife
don't get the noose to loose.

all i have left to say is:

i love him now and ever more
tell him i love him
this wont leave just a sore
i am now ready to die.