Spur of the moment

For the spur of the moment I was mad
I had no reason but my heart just didn't comprehend

I was sad all of a sudden and acted far too pissed off
But no one understands my heart is what's wrong

I just don't know why I'm sad then happy then mad

I just don't know why I cry all day all night
No one understands my heart is what's wrong

No one gets it...I don't feel right
I get really sad and get a knife..
Never get a chance to do it but that doesn't make it right
No one gets it one day I might just die..
when that day comes..I'll be happy with no more fights!

For the spur of the moment...I just want to die!