Ongoing crap

You claim that you don't love me
and that all i am is a friend
then if that is true
why are you around every corner and every bend?

you say the love we shared
has shattered and is now free
than why is it out of all the girls
the one you talk to the most is me?

you try and explain why things cant be the way they used to
when things were so much easier for you

its all about you and how it makes you feel
but have you thought about me and how I might not deal?

your so sweet and your always here
but you claim to not love me
your confirming my worst fear
and I'm scared

you know how much i love you
and how much i care
and you say you don't love me
but you'll always be there

if your not there
to be mine forever
id rather not be part
of this ongoing endeavor