Shattered soul..

My body has failed,
I will no longer live my life.
All I see is blackness,
Tonight it the night.

Pain is my best friend,
It always helps me through.
All I need is a razor,
To forget all about you.

My eyes are red and puffy,
My cheeks are tear streaked.
My hand are all shaky,
My voice wont seem to speak.

My blood begins to rush,
As the razor and my wrist meet.
A single drip of blood,
Is all I really need.

I lay back,
My work is done.
I feel all better now,
But the pain has just begun.

I hear a bang on the door,
As someone screams my name.
I cant take it any more,
My life is a total shame.

Deeper and deeper,
The blood begins to flow.
My heart is beating rapidly,
It is time for me to go.

Everything turns to black,
As the bathroom door falls down.
I hear a faint scream,
And a thud on the ground.

A week later I am lowered 6 feet,
I am finally put to rest.
I died knowing I was worthless,
Knowing I was far from the best.

No one went to y funeral,
No tears were cried.
I was alone once again,
As I have been for so many nights.

No one visited my grave,
Everyone just moved on.
I never realized how much it hurt,
To have no one miss me when I was gone

My body is lifeless,
As I lay in a black hole.
I was never really happy,
I was just a shattered soul....