I know I miss you, I think I need you, why did we end up this way?
I wanted to grow old with you, but my heart you left astray.
Cant you love me one more time, or at least give me a second chance?
I know that you're the one in the wrong now, but I support the circumstance.
Or at least I supported it for nine and a half months, but dont you think thats a little long to ask?
I mean that being our future is much closer than our past?
Because I cant put myself through this pain anymore, it hurts too bad to describe.
Are you understanding any of this?
Are you kind of catching the vibe?
Im not going to let you do this anymore, not as of today.
Because now I've realized in full, I've already had to pay.
You wont hurt me anymore because I've already gotten what I deserved, now your the one at fault if I leave and dont return.
I never even thought that I could possibly tell you no.
But if you want me to hang out,
I really dont think I'll go,
not this time and not the next,
I want you to know what you're missing.
Because now we wont be talking, hugging, or much less kissing.
I hope its easy for you to let go,
because for me its hard as hell.
I havent been able to get back up, since long ago the day I fell.
Hopefully it gets easier, after I've hit rock bottom with the pain,
maybe Ill eventually recover,
and possibly fall in love again.
HOPEFULLY WITH YOU.
( I would really appreciate comments because this is one of my first poems and I need to know if I am wasting my time or yours. Dont hesitate to critisize it, just throw it out there and I can handle it. Thanks.)
