What you have trown away

I'm in so much pain its to insane is this real or fake i have never in my life felt pain as such as this.

I fall on my knees with all the dignity i have left and call out your name please i need you so bad.

You cant leave me here to rot in the deep dark prison in my heart
You can come back I'm calling your name.

You got what you came for so lets all pass the blame so just leave me to rot in this prison of my heart.

I'm trying to run in this hot bright desert sun.The tears fly as you you run and pass me by.

Can you hear my breath cold and thick in the air or is it that you just don't care?

Its like i can smell the death all around i will be so happy when i take one last breath and then you will cry because of my death

All i ask is god have Mercy on my broken heart i never wanted all this from the start The worst part of trying to hold on is letting go.

I never wanted your love till is was gone Your o so clever to twist it all around to make me want you Yet you have no clue its killing my soul .

Is it some trill or is a joke to you I just want you to tell me all the unspoken words you never said But only in your head.

So before i plunge In a world unknown i just want you to know that i love you and i forgive you for what you thrown away.