It seems too long since Ive seen you
I'm running out of things to do
I'm trying to keep my ming busy so it doesn't stray
because it always strays to you.
my nights are restless
i cant let go
i cant seem to let you know
how much you're hurting me.
I'm not sure if i should push more or finally decide to give in
the latter thought is beginning to win.
why be in a race if you know you'll lose?
why try to learn new things if its stuff you'll never use?
why?
how come you occupy my mind-
i find myself drifting away in thoughts of us again...
but i will never win
so what do i do?
