I tried

I'm so sick of the lies.
So suck of the bullshit and blame.
Be a Man and face it.
You were the one that caused it all.
Caused everything to fall.
I wanted it more then anything.
More then life itself.
I expressed myself and got shot Down.
Had to deal with all the nights knowing you weren't there.
You broke me down and made me cry.
You killed my soul and killed my smile.
I always came out and said it.
But then again i wish never to go through that pain ever again.
Just one last thing i need to say.
Never feel regret, fell what u want.
And make it what you get.