Sitting on a squeaking chair turning from the TV to the computer screen
Watching everything slowly turn cold, dark and blurred
As i falsely answer questions from msn
Just trying to keep this smile upon my face.. I'm just pretending
I hope your okay they say.. don't they get i never am
Sitting pulling strands from my head
Sudden warmth flows from my fingers down to the root of the hair
Its the only warmth i have felt..My life has lost all care
I've gone back to the old ways.. i swore i never would
Creating the crimson chain falling free from my wrist
Again they drop and form curled red ribbon on the floor
There is too much blood for me to clear up anymore
He said i am attention seeker.. how do i follow the trend?
When i had stopped it.. who took it up
Even though i thought you was safe from it as you said it never helped
I guess you never did it right... well until now
I guess you can never escape
From something so strong
I did give it up i really wanted to drop the blade and move on
I guess i was totally wrong
