Will not live to see tomorrow

I write to pass the time
for i say what is on my mind
cause i can not say what i feel

for what i feel i cant describe
agonizing pain i can not explain
for death is what i want to gain

pains in life to hard to bare
i have become very scared
to live this life alone

this is my own to bare
for i am alone
noone here to care

for death is my escape
escape from pain and sorrow
i will not live to see tomorrow.