Heartbroken

I'm not in control
I'm not in love
I'm not in self-doubt
I'm heartbroken

I can't fix it
I can only pretend that I have fixed it
I can only pray you don't find out
Pray that you can't see it in my eyes

If I don't say anything
You still know
It's written on my face
And you can see it in my eyes

I try to hide
I try to make you see
I try to hide my pain
I try to make you see that I'm just heartbroken

You don't understand
You tell me I'll be ok
I know you would never understand
I know I'll never be ok I'll just be heartbroken