The Truth and Reality

Coming from the sky, the white light beams
In the alley, crying loudâ?¦to anyone who will listen
The only on here, being ripped at the seams
I have lied, played my part and failed them

Why did I let myself show through?
A sigh of relief Im still hidden in the fact that no one has noticed.
When they awake, they will be disturbed to find the place they lay is new.

This alley, the only place that I am not forsaken and frowned upon
Happens to be hopeless for anyone passing through it
All you see is me, on my knees, head bowed and shaking hands. poor kid
What I know the unexplainable par is like a glov, its a fit.
The smothering of the lack of flowers blooming and in confusion I have slipped and slid.

I am covered, from head to toe.
I couldnt travel very far, for I landed in this empty plain.
The only place where I have not brought my troubles and woes
Until now, and I have covered every foot of earth and soil with my own insanity.

Bright lights, big city I know it all
But I know no one
Unfamiliar faces, they are separated by this wall.
A wall of miscommunication and indefinite personalities
They cant be undone.

The truth: I didnt technically let the blood flow
Reality: Its not like I didnt try.

Right after I curled up in a ball on the dust covered floor.
Asking God- Take me home, Lord, please bring me home
Drying my tears, patting the wet patches on my sleeves, I dont worry because I know there will be more.
I just dont want to be here or be me, but in a peaceful place, even if it is before Gods throne.

by:Mal