Words i cant take back

Is it really that obvious
can u see right through
can u tell that im still sobbing
since i said i loved you

a grin is rare to see
a laugh is absent from my face
im still so confused
how could she take my place

were they wasted words
do u feel the same
have u made a decision
or are u still in between

this love triangle
is getting old
all my feelings and stories
have been told

dry tears stinging my cheeks
lost words i claw to get back
im losing my way
getting off track

my heart on my sleeve
wondering if u wanna leave
my love is being wasted away
on my knees, i begin to pray