I want to see you
just not with her by your side
I can't help but look into your eyes
these feelings are so hard to hide
I would give anything
to be her instead of me
your hers and she's yours
but that's not how it should be
what I'd give for just one more kiss
is more than you'll ever know
for us to laugh together again
and for you to never let me go
I miss the way you used to hold me
in your arms where I belong
just trying to fight these tears alone
I can't pretend to be strong
I felt so alive with you
but when she's there I feel
like what we had meant nothing
but I know what we had was real
I'm still lost without you
though its been so long
love is pain and joy all at once
and right now it all feels wrong
you weren't supposed to be with her
I should be the one holding your hand
I can still see it in your eyes that you care
but maybe you'll never understand
