Letting go

This life is so very hard
i hope it gets easier down the road
I'm tired of feeling the way i feel
I'm tired of faking a smile
why do people ask if I'm OK when clearly they can see I'm not!!
all of my memories are fading away
all of my friends are drifting away
all of my thoughts have come to be confusing in my head!!
all my hopes and dreams are not coming true..
but its my fault
i have the power to make them come true
i cant control my life
emotions, heart breaks, things that make me sad those are the things that control my life
it's time to let go its time to give up its time to put the past back in the past and leave it there for all eternity! I'm tired of trying for something that i wont every get
I'm letting go of everything
my heart cant possibly break any more my feelings are real but my smile is fake..
I'm done with it all
I'm done with feeling this way!

this is just how i feel right bout now!!! comment please