Why?

Why am I in love with the impossible. Why do I love you so? Your all I think about, even while I sleep. You're smile, the way you walk, the way you dress. Everything about you drives me wild. If only you knew my true feelings toward you, but there is this wall around me heart. I don't want to get hurt again.I stay far away from you, even though I want to feel your every touch.My fear still holds me back. I want you to be part of my life, but I can't let you in. You say you love me and that you wont hurt me, but I've heard that so many times. It's hard to believe the truth from a lie. Maybe in time, If you will wait, I will come to trust again. If you will not, then "Goodbye". Just know one thing as you walk away, "I do LOVE you".