I sit here.with a blade.
thinking of u.
thinking y.
did u do this 2 me.
u were my everything.
& i was ur nothing..
i was happy..
i thought u were 2...
until that day...i lost u..i
put the blade 2 my wrist..
i start cutting
having no control.
i stop..& think..
put the bloody blade away..
i feel refreshed.
now i have to cover up all the places that hurt expecially my heart...