I tried

I try to think of the words
but they dont come to my head.
I try to say im sorry
but why is it my place.
I try to call you
but you are overseas.
I wanted to marry you
but you shoved it down my throat.
I tried to changes things
but you would not help.
I tried to prevent yelling
but you did it anyway.
I tried to help you
but you abused yourself anyway.
I tried, I tried
till I couldnt anymore.
Baby I loved you
and was willing to spend the rest of my life with you
but you married someone else!