Every night as I climb into my bed
And upon the pillow lay my head
I wish and pray
That tomorrows day
Will not come to me
That the new day I will not see
Its not my friends and family that I hate
Its life itself, its my fuking fate
Everything sucks, I hate it all
everyone makes you feel like a fool
Its all a joke
That makes me want to choke
The world, \'my home\'
Im so fuking alone!
i slit my wrists, nice and deep
I try to reach the bone
I then lay back and wait,
For the sweet release of death
To take me to a place I can call home
Things begin to blur
And the pain starts to fade
I smile psychotically
And slip away slowly