The life I want

by TeArSaNdPiEcEs   Feb 16, 2006


All alone, sitting here, doing nothing but crying
Everything keeps going wrong, so what is the point in trying
Sometimes I wish I could go where I am not even known
To start all over again, and leave my past behind, like the wind blown
To fly away, to live free, to dare to dream
Such things are hypnotizing to me, but are they what they seem
To live a life where I can create who I want to be
To finally understand what is inside and discover the real me
Feeling tortured and help prisioner, like a captive in this real life I live
Only escaping by the dreams I have, loving such things with all I can give
Maybe one day I really can escape and when I do, I will fly away
Yesterday will not matter for I will live to make it until tomorrow, and sieze the day
I will be able to live again, to release all my anger and hate and heartbreak
I will be able to stand up for myself and live for me, not for my friends' sake
All of my dreams will finally come true
Even such dreams I would have never of thought I knew
I will be able to find the one thing I have wanted all my life
A love so strong and so great, that one day I will become his wife
I talk of such foolish things, do they even exist, or am I illusioned by the thought
This real life I live might not even consist of such great things, for I know these ideas cannot be taught
Lying here crying, wishing my dreams could come true tonight
Dreams that I will finally live the most beautiful life my mind has in sight

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