Letting Go

I let go of my fake smile, I wipe away my mask,
I let the tears roll slowly, down my saddened face,
I whisper to myself, but inside I'm screaming.

I take my pills, my blade, I sit in my dark,
My body numb, my wrists splashed red,
I lay here in a pool of red.

I see you, my friend, and wish I hadn't,
I'm sorry it was this way, I couldn't bear it,
I'm sorry I left so soon, we had no time to say goodbye,
All I ever wanted was a life of my own.