Behind these deep blues eyes
If only you could see
The hatred that I feel for this place
The hatred I feel for me
If only you could see the darkness
That clouds my cold, cold mind
The deep dark secrets I keep
The darkness that fills me inside
If only you could see the pain
Haunting me everyday
Taking control of my body
Sending me insane
If only you could see the need
The need to get far away
To leave this place of hatred
The need to give up today
But you will never see past
These deep, cold blue eyes
Because there is a vale there
That is only removed when I cry