Two long months have finally passed thats how long its been since i lost the one i love never relized how much i needed him how much id cry and wanna scream.Didnt really no the love i had for him was real thought it was a game that i wasnt in love i used to hold him tight all through the night.whisper stupid things right in his ear.Pretend to be mad with him which made him quite sad.I took his virginity he thought i was the one.But i was a cow and watched him slowly go.Didnt ever tell him the way i truelly felt maybe id thought id lose him that he will just walk out. I am still in love with him even to this day.Ive been craving his smile his smell and even his touch iv wanted to hold him for so long but my arms are still empty cause he really has gone. I dont no what to do to even try and get him back i dont what to say or even if i should.I dont no if he loves me or even if he cares but im praying today and always that ill always be his.I love you baby boy please come back to me come and hold me tight just for one more night.
