It when he said that he wanted to continue to be just friends.
I was gonna miss his kisses
I was gonna miss his touch
I was gonna miss his naked body against mines
weren't the one who asked me if my body was urs
didn't i say yes
didnt u ask if i could be urs and i said yes, yes it was u 2-9-06 when u asked me
so tell me again why are u ending something that was going so well?
i told u that i was fine the way we were i told u i was fine with how u was going with ur shedule cause after all i cant change u if thats how i met u right?
i know why the three letter words and u got hurt in the past and u thing that i m gonna hurt u to baby i m not u mean alot to me so dont end this now end when u have a better reason then run from ur emotions
yes i've only been with two guys
yes im happy when i know that ur mines again
I was gonna miss his whispers
If I could turn back time I would do this all over again so that I could have him
Even though we agreed to take it slow I want to some how reach out and show him better than showing him the words
That my tears that are racing down my face at this very moment is real and I m just praying that this is just a bad dream that he is not just saying we will be friends that we can remain where we were before
I never thought that the day would come where I felt that my life was over.
I m crying as I m writing this poem cause the guy I like just ended what we supposed had
Cause he didnt want to hurt me anymore than he felt he has done already, but what he doesnt seem to realize is that I love how we were before,
He doesn't understand that I like him a lot and I want to continue to take the risks that I was taking
This new guy
Is who Ive asked for 1 million times before and I just cant get through him
I just want to prove to him that Ill be with him through out his future
I just want to prove to him that Ive already accepted him for many things like his age, his past, and now I want to be in his future.
World please tell me to wipe my tears always cause if god didnt want u to be u wouldnt have wrote him that day!
i wouldn't have did what i did with him!
World please tell me that he meant every word i wont be hurt
that as long as he is in my life i m always safe
I m crying cause the guy I really like feels like my future... but for some reason he is not in my future.
They say if your patience for the ones u like and wait long enough then they will come along and see that the ones who were there standing there the whole time throughout their tough times was the one who really cared along
I wanna be his everything I didnt think so before but last time I was in his arms made me realize that I was lucky
Lucky to have bumped into him that day on 96 street
I want this to be my second love
And if I MUST wait until he is ready for our journey then I will wait although it is going to be hard.
Although I still want to have fun with him he knows what I mean....
This new luv of mine
I had one wish and he came already
True..
My sweet heart I told him then I m better than his past
I want to be better than good I wanna be perfect
I want to be in future...
I want to be everything to him and then some.
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This poem is for my baby boy Scott
Keep in mind I m only doing this cause u asked
U always asked me to go the levels with u and baby I m always down for
Whatever
DAME BABY NO SEX UR REAL STINGY WITH THE GOODS ARENT U??
Just so that u know the way we was wasn't a problem for me
Much luv
Always ur
Baby girl
Asia
XOXOXOXOXOXO
2/16/2006 wednesday
there are two titles for this poem cause thats how i feel
